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This
is fine. It's good. I'm alone here, but I like where I live --
I do. I like the smell of the gardens on my running route, my
crazy Italian landlord who is always sitting on the front porch
glider no matter what time I come home. I've got my groceries
here -- I went for a run, I feel strong, I'm going to make myself
a nice, big salad and watch T.V. and eat ice cream right out of
the carton if I want to. There's no one to stop me. I'm starving
- I did run five miles, after all -- but still I am putting every
single spice I just brought in the rack. What would it matter
if I left a few things out on the counter and just had my salad?
There's no one to see it. But I see it, and it bugs me, so I might
as well. Now, while those greens are draining, I'll just chop
up this onion. I think I'm going to squeeze this lemon straight
into the bottle of dressing. Some people don't like that, but
it's only me that's gonna eat it. Now, for the rest of that onion
and -- DAMMIT! I just sliced open my hand! SHIT! This is bad --
and there's no one to help me! Help! Somebody! There's so much
blood ... it HURTS.
She sings:
bleed bleed
bleed im bleeding bleed
blood blood hum blood blood hum
blooood humm blood hum blood hum
bloooodddd blood hum blood hum
She sings
to herself:
blood my
bloood
hum
my blood hum
my blood humm mmmmm my
my my bloood humm my blood
my bloood hum my blood hum
bleeed my
blood hum, my blood hum
bleed bleed bleed bleed my blood hum
my blood hum
blood
hum
blood
hum
blood
hum
she sucks
her fingers and hums
my blood hum
my blood hum
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